THERE WAS A RAY OF SUNLIGHT, THAT I NEVER KNEW, BECAUSE IT ONLY CAME AROUND, WHEN I WAS DARK AND BLUE, I NEVER TOOK THE TIME, I NEVER REALLY SAW, JUST HOW BRIGHT IT WAS, NOR WHAT IT WAS CALLED, I ONLY FOCUSED ON MY PAIN, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, IF ONLY I HAD LOOKED , IN MY TIME OF NEED. I WOULD HAVE SEEN THINGS DIFFERENT, MAYBE SEEN A WAY, OUT OF THE DARKNESS, WHERE I CHOOSE TO STAY, IF ONLY I HAD TRIED, IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN, THAT, THAT LITTLE RAY OF SUNLIGHT COULD HAVE TAKEN AWAY MY MOANS. WHEN I WAS SCARED AND COLD, I COULD OF HAD SOMEONE, INSTEAD I WAS JUST BRITTLE, WHEN IT COULD HAVE MADE ME WARM. TAKE IT LIKE IT IS, THAT IS WHAT THEY SAY, IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN, THAT I HAD THAT RAY...

LONG AGO WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I WAS TOLD TO HOLD MY TONGUE, TO BE SEEN , BUT NOT HEARD, MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF DIRT, BUT THEN IT CAME , I HAD A THOUGHT, I WOULD, JUST SAY WHAT I SOUGHT, TURNS OUT,  THIS WAS NOT SO SMART, ACTUALLY IT WAS DUMB, BECAUSE WITH EVERY SWAT THEY THREW, MY ASS FELT VERY NUMB, SO NOT, SO LONG AGO, NOLONGER YOUNG OR OLD, I DECIDED NOT TO DO, WHAT IT WAS , THAT I WAS TOLD, TO SAY WHAT I THINK, TO SAY WHAT I THOUGHT, I WOULD JUST GO AFTER, WHAT IT WAS I SOUGHT, TURNS THIS WAS SMART, IT WASN'T ACTUALLY DUMB, BECAUSE WITH EVERY SWAT THEY THREW, MY ASS FELT FREEDOM...